Whelp, it looks like I did that thing I do... Fall off the map with my Authenticity. Not like I haven't been creating - more like I haven't been sharing it. Because well, sometimes I want everything to be comfortable for everyone else - mute is where I go... a taker, not speaking, nor revealing or celebrating my expression of truth. During the past couple of weeks, it seems I have turned towards something slightly magical, and the inspiration has been coming gushing towards me.
As it fades away, I have an urge to explode from all of the inspiration the experience and what is next for me is... At the bottom of it all, the truth is, it all gets to be seen - related to - and felt.
So... here goes nothing.
"Planted Seeds in My Diary"
A man like you
Can not be found on common ground
A giant heart and an inspiring mind
Twisted with a type of darkness
That disguises your depth
From where light emanates.
Lion-hearted, you be
With the height to caress
Your most honest, truest form
While walking this World
You lay next to me
Grabbing. Holding. Cherishing.
As if each breath is your last
To grasp the thought of true love
From head to heart you slide
Letting it all go to just be with me.
Your lips begin to slip truth
Welcoming mine all the same
As your eyes turn to cherish me
I pause to see within them
From head to heart I slide
Letting it all go to just be with you.
While your fingertips adventure atop my skin
It feels as if you have pierced underneath
Caressing my heart as you feel every vibration
Of my lips dance with my tongue
To speak what's true
As I let myself be held by you.
I feel as if this is the feeling that I have always wished for
Feeling free, while being held
Spiritually naked, and cherished unconditionally.
To always live as if it's our last moment to love
A mirror, to reveal all of me.
For, a girl like me
You can not find on common ground
A broken open heart with a creative mind
Loving unconditionally and courageously
Twisted with the type of darkness
That disguises my resilience
Where I chase the light
Again and again and again.
Now, as you fade away
I wish for you to know
That you… with me…
Planted a seed in my Diary
Of what this whole love thing could be
Let our paths cross again
At a time and a place that we can soak each other in
Jump into one anthers arms and dive in
Yet if not… I thank you
For now I know
The type of man I want
On this adventure called life